I’ve asked myself this a lot over the past few weeks and I’m still not sure that am I mental? I told one of my friends that I didn’t just love her but I was falling in love with her, which I am, was, am, argh! Yes! OMG!! When I’m around her I feel a …
November 2022
Misgendered by a friend
One of the problems with being trans is being misgendered. I get it now and again and if you go down the transitioning road so will you! Irrespective of which way you transition, male to female or a female to male transgender, people will either misrepresent your pronouns or use them against you. Whether they …
Dysphoria day
Alice’s Story – RIP Alice Litman
Trans-Remembrance Day 2022 in Sackville gardens, Manchester
Being Alone
If you’re going to go down the road and embrace your transition, then you’d better get used to being alone. First of all, I’m not talking about being on your own socially. I’m talking about being on your own romantically. I’m not short of sexual contact but what I am short of is a long-term …
Doctors again, again!
Yes, again I’m compelled to write about my doctor’s. and yes, I’m getting really fucked off with the shit service! I feel like I’m belly aching for belly aching’s sake but after last week I thought they’d sorted out my name change. Alas, no! I’d booked an appointment last week, after last weeks fiasco, I …
A time for Remembrance and Reflection – Sunday 20th Nov in Sackville gardens, Manchester
Affecting my mental happinesss
You know whether I can’t deal with listening to other people’s problems anymore, its affecting my mental happiness! I’m a very caring person but I am absolutely pig sick of people using me as a dumping ground for their problems especially when as soon as they arrive they disappear! It has to stop as its …
Am I going mad or is it separation anxiety
I can’t deal with this anymore, my mental process is well and truly screwed up. Am I going mad or is it separation anxiety? I sit with some people for just a few hours and it feels like I’ve been sat with them for all my life and then when we separate I get massive …