When I don’t believe in myself
I sit and reflect on my life
The good and the bad times
The struggles and the strife
When I don’t believe in myself
I ponder on the things I’ve done
What I’ve accomplished over the years
The times that made me happy, and the times that things were fun
When I don’t believe in myself
I sometimes have a cry
But all time I think how well I dealt
with the large amount shit
I’ve heaped upon myself and that I’m still alive
When I don’t believe in myself
I pat myself upon my back
Been through bad times and the good
Triumphed at adversity, ultimately bounced back
When I don’t believe in myself
Not very much no more
Because there is only so many times
I can pick myself up off the floor
When I don’t believe in myself
I don’t ponder the after life
But then I sit, remember things
The good stuff in my life
When I don’t believe in myself
And I really want to die
I sit alone and cry a river
As if my eyes won’t dry
When I don’t believe in myself
Sometime I leave the rat race
Write these things down
Think hard about what’s right
When I don’t believe in myself
Its isn’t much these days
I’m happy nearly everyday
and I get on with my life
I do believe in myself
I do sort my shit out
Happy in my life
Happy I am me.