Don’t threaten me And tell me, that you’ll leave Or cast me aside and I’d be on my own Because that place to me, my darling Is somewhere I’ve lived For a long time, all alone For most of my life Being by myself, on my own As a child and fully grown So, if …
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Transgender poet
My name is Mikki, Now you know it, Better known as, The transgender poet, These little words, That come from my head, About my life, As the metaphorical Reviled, living dead Transphobic hate, Getting every day, Wished it all, Would go away, But the media spouting, Myths and lies, Spoiling all, Our transgender lives The …
Anxiety on Prostrap
It’s nearly three months since my last injection of Prostrap and this month’s hormone change is really fucking my head up, emotionally! As you may have read I’ve been prescribed Prostrap as a testosterone blocker to help with my transition and I’ve been on it now for over 6 months. This is administered as a …
Brain noise on Leuprorelin
Over the past month, I’ve noticed the noise in my brain has increased massively as the Leuprorelin I’ve been taking has lessened in effect. For those that don’t know Leuprorelin is a testosterone blocker which inhibits the male hormone from being created in your body. This drug is also used to slow down the advance …
Gender GP, I have my prescription
After my post about getting my prescription fulfilled from Gender GP and what is going wrong with Gender GP, I today out of the blue received my prescription and a link for payment from my chosen pharmacy. This is a little bit confusing because I filled in the original for on the 28th March, again …
Anxiety is killing me
Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Every waking moment besieged, Eyes flutter open, there it looms, A relentless presence, sealing my doom. Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Lying in bed, trapped in dread, To rise or to stay, the dilemma weighs, A prisoner of my own anxious maze. Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Mind racing, thoughts in disarray, A …
Gender GP, what is going on? Poor service
I first started using Gender GP nearly 4 years ago, but recent service changes have left me thinking “Gender GP, what is going on?” This is because your recent service is absolutely appalling. Let me just explain that I have been using Gender GP for all my gender service up until 12 months ago when …