My Gender Journey

Soon to be 51, photo gallery

I'm 51 in a few weeks time, time to celebrate but before I do a little photo gallery of you know who. After a conversation today, a few thoughts won't go away about how I look, and for my age, I look pretty good. All images taken in the past 3 months.

I just cant wait for the NHS

I cant wait for the NHS, I just can't! The timescales for Trans care are not just ridiculous, they're preposterous!! How can the service waiting list go from 18 months, pre Covid to 48 months post-Covid? This makes no sense! I'm already struggling like crazy dealing with my anxiety, then let's throw in all the [...]

6 months on Hormones

Today, the 5th of September is my 6 months on hormones anniversary. Where does the time go as it doesn't seem like 5 minutes since I wrote about starting hormones! So, whats happened in the past 6 months? Well, let's start with the mental changes first. Mental Changes I now cry at the drop of [...]

Obnoxious about my transition

I met a friends ex-wife today and at first she didn't recognise me at all but then she worked out, after 30 minutes, who I used to be and was quite obnoxious about my transition and started to ask some very personal questions. She then wondered why I got quite defensive in my replies until [...]

Emotional Wreck

What's been going on this past couple of weeks in my head, I do not know but I've been an emotional wreck. For about a week and a half, my propensity to cry at the drop of a hat has gone through the roof with today being the worst. Yes, I actually broke down and [...]

My Transition Story

I just wanted to write something about my transition story, over the past two years of my life. Some might look at this as weird or strange and some may say, even bizarre. I wanted to express what the last two years have felt like to me as a trans person as I transition from [...]

Muggy head and Sore nipples

For the past few days I’ve had what I can only call a muggy head this is coupled with really sore and sensitive nipples! It’s just over 3 months on Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) and since Thursday last week I’ve been struggle to concentrate on anything but also struggling to sleep. Some might say it’s […]

Two months of taking Estrogen

This is just a quick update from me about what it’s like at two months of taking Estrogen, and testosterone blockers. I wanted to put my thoughts, feelings, and findings down on paper for posterity. The first thing I’ve noticed over the past few weeks is how much more calm my mind is. It’s almost […]

Disappointed at my Doctors

After my conversation with doctors on the 11/03/21, I've come to the conclusion that either my Doctor has forgot about me, I am not worthy of their time or their hands are tied somewhere along the lines and can't help me. Over a month ago I had a conversation with them about using private services, [...]

D day, starting hormones

Today is a milestone. Today is my D day. Today is the day that I start taking feminising hormones. Today is the day I start on hrt (hormone replacement therapy). I received my prescription from Gender GP last week but because I’ve been running round like a blue arsed fly over the past week, sorting […]

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