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Mikki’s Personal Bits Blog.

Sometimes I write and those things are either personal to me or dont fit into other categories. Welcome to Mikki’s personal bits blog page.

Soon to be 51, photo gallery

I'm 51 in a few weeks time, time to celebrate but before I do a little photo gallery of you know who. After a conversation today, a few thoughts won't go away about how I look, and for my age, I look pretty good. All images taken in the past 3 months.

I just cant wait for the NHS

I cant wait for the NHS, I just can't! The timescales for Trans care are not just ridiculous, they're preposterous!! How can the service waiting list go from 18 months, pre Covid to 48 months post-Covid? This makes no sense! I'm already struggling like crazy dealing with my anxiety, then let's throw in all the [...]

I am a little different, a poem by Mikki, age 50 and 11 months

I'm a little different, it's clear for all to see. I'm a little different, I just want to be me. I'm a little different, but I'm happy deep inside. I'm a little different, not sorry, I won't hide. I'm a little different, most folk, care not one jot. I'm a little different, my friends, they [...]

I let someone in and they broke my heart

Over the past few months I've really been struggling with my emotions, I let someone in and they broke my heart and it really put me in a tailspin. So much so that not only did I crash and burn but I struggled to get out of the wreckage alive. About 2 months ago, I [...]

6 months on Hormones

Today, the 5th of September is my 6 months on hormones anniversary. Where does the time go as it doesn't seem like 5 minutes since I wrote about starting hormones! So, whats happened in the past 6 months? Well, let's start with the mental changes first. Mental Changes I now cry at the drop of [...]

Your just a man in a dress

Actually, you have no idea what I've gone through as a trans person to get to this point in my life, so take your "Your just a man in a dress" comment, and stick it up your fucking arse! I absolutely hate being called this, and to get to this point in my life you [...]

Inconsiderate Fucks

I am all for everyone doing their own thing in life, but I also can’t stand those inconsiderate fucks who do what they want just to piss everyone else off or even to the point where those around them actually want to put a pair of scissors through their head. Yes, folks, I’m talking about [...]

How did you start your transition?

One of the things people ask me time and time again is, "how did you start your transition?" So, here's my story on admitting to yourself, this is who I am and why it was really important to me. Personally, I have known pretty much all my life that I am mentally a woman but [...]

Your ill? Oh, its not Covid! How disappointing!

Ring ring. Hello Doctors Surgery! Hi, I’m ill can you help me? Had you had a valid Covid test in the past 5 days? Er, No! Well before we can help you, you need to have a valid Covid test to prove you don’t have Covid! So let me understand this? Let’s say I’ve metaphorically […]

Obnoxious about my transition

I met a friends ex-wife today and at first she didn't recognise me at all but then she worked out, after 30 minutes, who I used to be and was quite obnoxious about my transition and started to ask some very personal questions. She then wondered why I got quite defensive in my replies until [...]

The Night after the Night before

One of the downsides for me of having such a vibrant, active social life is when I have a night out and then don't go out the night after. I get this night after the night before feeling. Let me explain. Fortunately, I have a very active social life and when I go out I [...]

Emotional Wreck

What's been going on this past couple of weeks in my head, I do not know but I've been an emotional wreck. For about a week and a half, my propensity to cry at the drop of a hat has gone through the roof with today being the worst. Yes, I actually broke down and [...]

My Transition Story

I just wanted to write something about my transition story, over the past two years of my life. Some might look at this as weird or strange and some may say, even bizarre. I wanted to express what the last two years have felt like to me as a trans person as I transition from [...]

Running away from yourself

I’ve spent most of my life running away from myself. If that sounds familiar then sooner or later you have to sit yourself down and have a good conversation with yourself. The alternative is you slowly hate yourself more and more every day and that hate will eventually kill you a little bit more inside […]

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