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I don’t know why I just want to cry The joy I felt. Just yesterday Gone aray Gone away My mood has taken A massive dive Dont know why I just want to cry I’m sorry to those Around me now I know I am a moody cow But my head and heart Feel weird …

The past 2 days have been hard and it’s made me realise that how far I’ve come is zero in the eyes of the world, even if you think you’ve changed massively in 6 years. First off, I’ve been on my transition journey now for over 6 years and have been on HRT for 5. …

Are credit card machines are the modern day equivalent of medieval coin clipping, except these days it’s not the poor doing the coin clipping it’s the banks! What is Coin Clipping? Coin clipping was a practice in medieval times where people would cut a little bit of each coin that passed through their hands. The …

My name is Mikki, Now you know it, Better known as, The transgender poet, These little words, That come from my head, About my life, As the metaphorical Reviled, living dead Transphobic hate, Getting every day, Wished it all, Would go away, But the media spouting, Myths and lies, Spoiling all, Our transgender lives The …

It’s nearly three months since my last injection of Prostrap and this month’s hormone change is really fucking my head up, emotionally! As you may have read I’ve been prescribed Prostrap as a testosterone blocker to help with my transition and I’ve been on it now for over 6 months. This is administered as a …

This past week, and the events in London, have just brought into sharp focus that some of my so-called “friends” have not been as nice to Lilly as her friends have been to me. This has really made me think WTF these people were thinking about my partner??? More so what do they actually think …

Welcome folks to this DJ Set by me, Mikki Tiamo at Equinox festival 2024. This is a mash up of tracks played at Equinox & Beatherder festivals this summer. The first part of this mix is from Equinox festival, in Lincolnshire, UK (September). While the last 30 minutes is some of the tracks played by …

It’s true I don’t love me And I think that’s clear For other to see From afar and near My current mode Is one of self hate Don’t like myself Oh, but then, wait I look in the mirror And see a sad soul And one who puts up With a self sense of being …

Over the past month, I’ve noticed the noise in my brain has increased massively as the Leuprorelin I’ve been taking has lessened in effect. For those that don’t know Leuprorelin is a testosterone blocker which inhibits the male hormone from being created in your body. This drug is also used to slow down the advance …

I sometimes wonder What it would be like To have no emotions Or intelligence, to light A life so mundane No strive or drive Just all I knew Was that I was alive I sometimes wonder What it would be like To have no passion too Only a drive to get up, everyday And just …

I had the chance a few weeks ago to go to Temple Newsam Walled Garden with Lilly and what a beautiful place. Some really beautiful flowers especially in the greenhouse. Those that know me, know I am not horticultural, but the variety and colours of these beautiful plants blew me away. Here are some photos …

Don’t ask me what’s inside my pants because if you do you won’t like the answer! I’ve met quite a few people recently who after a few minutes of conversation, think it’s a valid question to ask a trans person, “So, I hope you don’t mind me asking but, what genitals do you have?” This …

Today, 25th May I had the pleasure to travel down to London, to Camden Town to be exact, to watch the UV Girls (Lilly Jae and Fleur Chelten) play at Cyberdog. For those that don't know Cyberdog is a superstore for Rave clothing and Festival Fashions who just happen to have live DJ's play in …

After my post about getting my prescription fulfilled from Gender GP and what is going wrong with Gender GP, I today out of the blue received my prescription and a link for payment from my chosen pharmacy. This is a little bit confusing because I filled in the original for on the 28th March, again …

Lanyon Quoit, is a dolmen, a portal tomb, which is located close to the village of Madron, near Penzance. This particular dolmen has 3 supporting legs which hold up a 5.5 metre long cap stone which is reputed to weight 12 tonnes. There are also many other neolithic stones on the site which surround Lanyon …

Close to Penzance, by the sea There's a beautiful island, just off the beach By a place called Marazion Sits an island paradise Atop which sits a Castle It does look really nice Across a causeway, access you will get And if the causeway is flooded, Catch or boat or get real wet But when …

Today I’ve done the second hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I said goodbye to Chanterelle for the final time as I scattered her ashes.   The first hardest thing! Firstly, let’s roll back to 2022, and the first hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. This was to prematurely end her life …

Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Every waking moment besieged, Eyes flutter open, there it looms, A relentless presence, sealing my doom. Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Lying in bed, trapped in dread, To rise or to stay, the dilemma weighs, A prisoner of my own anxious maze. Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Mind racing, thoughts in disarray, A …

I first started using Gender GP nearly 4 years ago, but recent service changes have left me thinking “Gender GP, what is going on?” This is because your recent service is absolutely appalling. Let me just explain that I have been using Gender GP for all my gender service up until 12 months ago when …

Yes, I know I’m transgender and some people might not understand or grasp what’s happened in my life to get me to where I am today. And, let me be brutally honest, I’m not asking or expecting people to accept me or understand my life or who I am anyway! Live and let live is …