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As I sit alone As quiet as a mouse I hear this noise Like it fills my house A constant beat It is my heart Beating loudly But broken now The noise I hear Inside my head Constant beating Means I’m not dead But sometimes recently Is so loud I often wonder Should I be …

Before I start let me just say it’s unwise and unhealthy to just start taking a high dose of estrogen. You probably can but for the reasons underlined below, you definately shouldn’t! Estrogen should only be taken under the supervision of a health care professional. Not to put too fine a point on it but …

So what’s it like to be on female hormones is a question I get asked a lot and all I’m gonna say is “hormones beware” because once you go down the road as a Transwoman you need to be aware as to how these hormones will affect you mentally not just physically! I’ve been on …

Theres a common misconception in the media, and sectors of the public, that trans people, particularly trans women, are only transitioning to gain access to women’s bathrooms for the purposes of committing crime. So, I’ve been doing some research about what the trans gender crime rate in bathrooms is compared to the crime commited by …

The mobile phone Sometimes leaves me on my own I sit with others And how I try To get there attention I just might die We sit and stare At the little screen nobody talks you know what I mean Conversation draining And love is waining Because we stare At the rectangular glare Waking in …

I don’t know why I just want to cry The joy I felt. Just yesterday Gone aray Gone away My mood has taken A massive dive Dont know why I just want to cry I’m sorry to those Around me now I know I am a moody cow But my head and heart Feel weird …

The past 2 days have been hard and it’s made me realise that how far I’ve come is zero in the eyes of the world, even if you think you’ve changed massively in 6 years. First off, I’ve been on my transition journey now for over 6 years and have been on HRT for 5. …

Are credit card machines are the modern day equivalent of medieval coin clipping, except these days it’s not the poor doing the coin clipping it’s the banks! What is Coin Clipping? Coin clipping was a practice in medieval times where people would cut a little bit of each coin that passed through their hands. The …

My name is Mikki, Now you know it, Better known as, The transgender poet, These little words, That come from my head, About my life, As the metaphorical Reviled, living dead Transphobic hate, Getting every day, Wished it all, Would go away, But the media spouting, Myths and lies, Spoiling all, Our transgender lives The …

It’s nearly three months since my last injection of Prostrap and this month’s hormone change is really fucking my head up, emotionally! As you may have read I’ve been prescribed Prostrap as a testosterone blocker to help with my transition and I’ve been on it now for over 6 months. This is administered as a …