Dysphoria

“Live free or die”

“Live free or die” is the motto of a website I found today as linking to this blog. I won’t name the blog as I will not link back to a vile anti pretty much everything site but I just found it pretty ironic that the message board motto is “Live free or die” yet […]

How hard is it to be trans?

As a Trans person let me first tell you how hard it is to be trans. I'm not looking for sympathy, pity, or even your understanding, I just want you to accept that this is how I've chosen to live my life. Nothing more. Let's take a minute to understand why I want to live [...]

Obnoxious about my transition

I met a friends ex-wife today and at first she didn't recognise me at all but then she worked out, after 30 minutes, who I used to be and was quite obnoxious about my transition and started to ask some very personal questions. She then wondered why I got quite defensive in my replies until [...]

Running away from yourself

I’ve spent most of my life running away from myself. If that sounds familiar then sooner or later you have to sit yourself down and have a good conversation with yourself. The alternative is you slowly hate yourself more and more every day and that hate will eventually kill you a little bit more inside […]

To pee or not to pee, that is the question?

To pee or not to pee that is the question? What do you do as a trans person when you need the toilet? As a transwoman, I will always take the option of the female toilets over the male as outwardly I am female. For nearly 2 years I have lived my life as a […]

I hate being hairy

I am hairy and I hate being hairy. I really do and always have done and it's one of my biggest body dysphoria issues. Hairy legs, arms, back and chest along with a hairy backside :( It's bothered me all my adult life and I spend lots of time and effort in removing it. Shaving, [...]
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