This past week has been one of those weeks where I just don’t want to deal with anyone and I’m done with folk!
It’s to exhausting and depressing to argue or even try to correct you anymore.
A week where I’ve been called “he” and “him” again by numerous “friends”.
It’s too exhausting and depressing to argue or even try to correct you anymore.
But I can’t keep my mouth shut about it because it’s really annoying and upsetting me.
I’m not going to argue with people anymore if you want to misgender me then consider my friendship null and void.
I will turn my back on people now and walk away!
By actually calling me that, especially if you call me friend, it tells me just how much you value me, view me as a person, and how you view our friendship.
And no, I’m not being a arse about this, it matters to me!
It also shows me where I actually stand with certain people.
If you don’t like what I’ve just said then bye!
It’s taking a lot of courage, energy, effort and soul searching to actually be myself and be a happy person. I’d have thought those who know me would understand this?
Those who knew me in my past life you have no excuse?
Apparently not!
So, to have my happiness blown out of the water by a “mistake” or lack of thought is actually devastating.
Perhaps, I shouldn’t care or just wash it under the carpet so as not to make you feel bad. But that makes me feel bad and my mental health is far more important for that to happen!
I refuse to sit and cry about this like I did last week!
If you do something which pisses me off and I asked you not to do it again, and then you do it again, it shows to me that you have no respect for me, and that you are actually a cunt!
People blocked, pushed away and ignored!
