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Two months of taking Estrogen

This is just a quick update from me about what it’s like at two months of taking Estrogen, and testosterone blockers. I wanted to put my thoughts, feelings, and findings down on paper for posterity. The first thing I’ve noticed over the past few weeks is how much more calm my mind is. It’s almost …

To pee or not to pee, that is the question?

To pee or not to pee that is the question? What do you do as a trans person when you need the toilet? As a transwoman, I will always take the option of the female toilets over the male as outwardly I am female. For nearly 2 years I have lived my life as a …

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Disappointed at my Doctors

After my conversation with doctors on the 11/03/21, I've come to the conclusion that either my Doctor has forgot about me, I am not worthy of their time or their hands are tied somewhere along the lines and can't help me. Over a month ago I had a conversation with them about using private services, …

My Gender Journey

D day, starting hormones

Today is a milestone. Today is my D day. Today is the day that I start taking feminising hormones. Today is the day I start on hrt (hormone replacement therapy). I received my prescription from Gender GP last week but because I’ve been running round like a blue arsed fly over the past week, sorting …

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Gender Journey #1, Private Consultation with Gender GP

After dealing with the NHS and my Doctors, I’m done. So I’ve decided to go private and chose Gender GP as my private service of choice. This is my experience, or should that be experiences? as no doubt, there will be many more posts about Gender GP as my journey continues. On 1st March 2021, …

Dysphoria

I hate being hairy

I am hairy and I hate being hairy. I really do and always have done and it's one of my biggest body dysphoria issues. Hairy legs, arms, back and chest along with a hairy backside :( It's bothered me all my adult life and I spend lots of time and effort in removing it. Shaving, …

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Dealing with my doctors, 11/03/21

After the elation of the weekend and speaking to GenderGP today has been a massive depression after dealing with my doctors. It has left me crying my eyes out and more depressed than for many years. The conversation with my GP today has reaffirmed my opinion that the NHS does not want to or are …

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Religion, why I’m done with it and people who spout it

I hear many times, mainly from religious types, that what you are doing is wrong? Do you mean legally or morally in the eyes of some almighty god? Well, wrong in the eyes of your god obviously! If you're going to ask me this question you better have a fucking good answer to back up …

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I’m a serial apologiser, I’m sorry

I am a serial apologiser, I’m sorry I just can’t help myself saying sorry. Maybe it’s my upbringing or the fact that I was once married to another serial apologiser or maybe its because I’m a shit human being? It might just be that I think everything is my fault? I really can’t help myself …

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Anxiety again

Anxiety again, doing my head in. Cant be myself, Stepping backward again, Because, I can't be, the real me, A dose of anxiety as bad as can be. Working away, 2 weeks, 10 hours a day, Work environment says, no heels, no make-up, Can't even call myself by my name, resort to my dead name, …