Mikki’s Personal Bits Blog.
Sometimes I write and those things are either personal to me or dont fit into other categories. Welcome to Mikki’s personal bits blog page.
Alone
Don’t threaten me And tell me, that you’ll leave Or cast me aside and I’d be on my own Because that place to me, my darling Is somewhere I’ve lived For a long time, all alone For most of my life Being by myself, on my own As a child and fully grown So, if …
How far I’ve come Vs how the world can bitch slap you down in 30 seconds
The past 2 days have been hard and it’s made me realise that how far I’ve come is zero in the eyes of the world, even if you think you’ve changed massively in 6 years. First off, I’ve been on my transition journey now for over 6 years and have been on HRT for 5. …
Transgender poet
My name is Mikki, Now you know it, Better known as, The transgender poet, These little words, That come from my head, About my life, As the metaphorical Reviled, living dead Transphobic hate, Getting every day, Wished it all, Would go away, But the media spouting, Myths and lies, Spoiling all, Our transgender lives The …
Anxiety on Prostrap
It’s nearly three months since my last injection of Prostrap and this month’s hormone change is really fucking my head up, emotionally! As you may have read I’ve been prescribed Prostrap as a testosterone blocker to help with my transition and I’ve been on it now for over 6 months. This is administered as a …
Not loving myself
It’s true I don’t love me And I think that’s clear For other to see From afar and near My current mode Is one of self hate Don’t like myself Oh, but then, wait I look in the mirror And see a sad soul And one who puts up With a self sense of being …
Brain noise on Leuprorelin
Over the past month, I’ve noticed the noise in my brain has increased massively as the Leuprorelin I’ve been taking has lessened in effect. For those that don’t know Leuprorelin is a testosterone blocker which inhibits the male hormone from being created in your body. This drug is also used to slow down the advance …
I sometimes wonder
I sometimes wonder What it would be like To have no emotions Or intelligence, to light A life so mundane No strive or drive Just all I knew Was that I was alive I sometimes wonder What it would be like To have no passion too Only a drive to get up, everyday And just …
Gender GP, I have my prescription
After my post about getting my prescription fulfilled from Gender GP and what is going wrong with Gender GP, I today out of the blue received my prescription and a link for payment from my chosen pharmacy. This is a little bit confusing because I filled in the original for on the 28th March, again …
Anxiety is killing me
Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Every waking moment besieged, Eyes flutter open, there it looms, A relentless presence, sealing my doom. Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Lying in bed, trapped in dread, To rise or to stay, the dilemma weighs, A prisoner of my own anxious maze. Anxiety, it’s suffocating me, Mind racing, thoughts in disarray, A …
Gender GP, what is going on? Poor service
I first started using Gender GP nearly 4 years ago, but recent service changes have left me thinking “Gender GP, what is going on?” This is because your recent service is absolutely appalling. Let me just explain that I have been using Gender GP for all my gender service up until 12 months ago when …
Yes I know I’m transgender
Yes, I know I’m transgender and some people might not understand or grasp what’s happened in my life to get me to where I am today. And, let me be brutally honest, I’m not asking or expecting people to accept me or understand my life or who I am anyway! Live and let live is …
Trans orgasms
The heterosexual community has no idea about trans orgasms, however the news and media like to speculate and pass judgement on who it feels to orgasm or experience orgasms as a transgender person. They ultimately will never know as they are not transgender people and they know not what hormones and blockers do to bodies …
So nice to work somewhere completely accepting
It’s so nice to work somewhere completely accepting and this past month that’s what’s happened. I’ve been working on a building site over the past month sorting out the cabling, fibre optic connections and WiFi and after working on other building sites in Leeds, Liverpool and especially darn sarf, I was wondering what I was …
