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A chemical imbalance inside my brain

A mental brainwash, chemically eroded, Parts of my brain, got corroded, Giving me this momentary indisposition, Of being in such, a strange position. My brain is firing, at Lightening speed, So damn fast, it don’t want to heed! Sometimes these thoughts, got me slightly frightened, Almost like, all my senses becoming massively heightened. Something inside …

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Am I okay?

So, you ask, Am I okay? What’s that even mean? In a grandiose, scheme of things. Am I okay? Do you give a shit? The answers, no, But we all say yes. Because otherwise, you can not handle, What’s going on inside my head. Don’t listen to me ramble, Existential bullshit preamble Am I okay? …

Mow Cop, 11th September 2021
Quick thoughts

Grief!

It’s almost 1 year since my dog, Chante, died and I’ve just had a massive attack of grief! Haven’t felt like this for nearly a year and it hit me like a sledge hammer today. I was driving home and saw my ex dog sitter stood at the side of the road with some of …

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My Lifestyle

I honestly can’t believe what somebody said to me last night about my lifestyle. Here’s how the conversation went.   Me: I’m not going out this weekend. There’s no events on. Them: That’s a good thing as I’ve seen your Facebook posts over the past couple of months and perhaps you should take it easy. …

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Why do people treat trans folk differently

No, really! Serious question, why do people treat trans folk differently, specifically male to female trans people? I don’t expect people to understand me, or understand what I’m going through in my life or even want to understand anything about my life. I’m not asking anyone to understand. But, why do people not afford me …