As much as I miss chante, and I really do. Not having a dog affords me freedom. After 17 years of dog ownership I am free to do what the hell I want, when the hell I want to. I’ve been tied to my dog for a long time and this has been especially hard […]
Tonight, Friday 12th August, has been an emotional night for me as tonight is the first time I’ve been down to the village in Manchester since Chante, my dog, died. Since I’ve been going to the gay village in Manchester I’ve taken Chante with me and it would seem she became somewhat of a canine […]
Writing things down helps clear your mind. Well it does for me! I’m no mental health expert, some might say mental, but over the years I have been to see several mental health professionals and all of them have told me that that writing therapy, also known as journal therapy, is a great way to […]
Yes, folks after all the issues i’ve had in the past 2 and half years my doctors have agreed to do my blood tests! I was absolutely flabbergasted this week when I received a text message from my doctors to say “Please call in and collect a blood test form” and at first I thought […]
I’ve been shopping this morning without makeup, this is a big thing! This is the first time in over 2 and a half years that i’ve stepped out of the house without makeup, which believe me is a bold step. In the past two and a half years, I think only half a dozen people […]
It’s the 1st of July and today, and at present, I am nothing more than an emotional puddle! No matter what I do I just cannot seem to get out of this downward spiral of sadness, crying, and despair! Over the past few weeks, I’ve been afforded many affections and I’m really struggling to deal […]
I know quite a few people have been asking me why I haven’t posted anything on here for quite a while but currently life’s complicated but fun. Lots and lots of things have been going on in my life recently, mainly work-related, which have taken me away from my home and social life, but I […]
This is a tough one to write as I initially struggled to admit that the weight gain on HRT was the reason, I was getting fat again and blamed it on lack of exercise and good living for the few pounds I’ve gained since Christmas. However, since Christmas my hormone dose has increased again as […]
