If you’re going to go down the road and embrace your transition, then you’d better get used to being alone. First of all, I’m not talking about being on your own socially. I’m talking about being on your own romantically. I’m not short of sexual contact but what I am short of is a long-term …
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Doctors again, again!
Yes, again I’m compelled to write about my doctor’s. and yes, I’m getting really fucked off with the shit service! I feel like I’m belly aching for belly aching’s sake but after last week I thought they’d sorted out my name change. Alas, no! I’d booked an appointment last week, after last weeks fiasco, I …
A time for Remembrance and Reflection – Sunday 20th Nov in Sackville gardens, Manchester
Affecting my mental happinesss
You know whether I can’t deal with listening to other people’s problems anymore, its affecting my mental happiness! I’m a very caring person but I am absolutely pig sick of people using me as a dumping ground for their problems especially when as soon as they arrive they disappear! It has to stop as its …
Am I going mad or is it separation anxiety
I can’t deal with this anymore, my mental process is well and truly screwed up. Am I going mad or is it separation anxiety? I sit with some people for just a few hours and it feels like I’ve been sat with them for all my life and then when we separate I get massive …
What is it with my doctor’s? Again!
Yet again I have to ask the question, what is it with my doctors? This morning I’ve been in to collect a blood test form and even after changing my name over 2 years ago, they’re still referring to me by my previous name. When I questioned this with the receptionist she said that my …
Estrogen Gel back in stock
After September this year, I am now back on estradiol as it’s back in stock after previous supply issues earlier in the year which forced me to change my HRT to oestrogen patches. Unfortunately, the patches were not as effective as the gel that ive been on for the past two years and at a …
Birthday Thanks
On this day of my birth I hope you can see I’m happy with life As happy can be I’d like to say thank you To all of my friends For helping, me be me Filled with happiness and glee I’m 52 today Enjoying all this life So thanks, to you all For saying happy …
Progesterone or depression?
I’ve been on progesterone now for a month and a half and for the past 2 weeks my mental state has been awful. I’m not saying it is the progesterone but it’s got me thinking! I’m not talking little waves of emotion here, I’m talking like massive elation down to almost suicidal thoughts. Today’s been …
Broken!
I know a lot of people think I’m a very strong person but I am very mentally fragile at the moment and that mental state feels like it’s been dropped on the floor and smashed into 1000 pieces! I don’t know why but I always get quite emotional near my birthday day, and that’s not …