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How did you start your transition?

One of the things people ask me time and time again is, "how did you start your transition?" So, here's my story on admitting to yourself, this is who I am and why it was really important to me. Personally, I have known pretty much all my life that I am mentally a woman but …

Your ill? Oh, its not Covid! How disappointing!

Ring ring. Hello Doctors Surgery! Hi, I’m ill can you help me? Had you had a valid Covid test in the past 5 days? Er, No! Well before we can help you, you need to have a valid Covid test to prove you don’t have Covid! So let me understand this? Let’s say I’ve metaphorically …

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Obnoxious about my transition

I met a friends ex-wife today and at first she didn't recognise me at all but then she worked out, after 30 minutes, who I used to be and was quite obnoxious about my transition and started to ask some very personal questions. She then wondered why I got quite defensive in my replies until …

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The Night after the Night before

One of the downsides for me of having such a vibrant, active social life is when I have a night out and then don't go out the night after. I get this night after the night before feeling. Let me explain. Fortunately, I have a very active social life and when I go out I …

My Gender Journey Personal

Emotional Wreck

What's been going on this past couple of weeks in my head, I do not know but I've been an emotional wreck. For about a week and a half, my propensity to cry at the drop of a hat has gone through the roof with today being the worst. Yes, I actually broke down and …

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My Transition Story

I just wanted to write something about my transition story, over the past two years of my life. Some might look at this as weird or strange and some may say, even bizarre. I wanted to express what the last two years have felt like to me as a trans person as I transition from …

blog Dysphoria My Thoughts

Running away from yourself

I’ve spent most of my life running away from myself. If that sounds familiar then sooner or later you have to sit yourself down and have a good conversation with yourself. The alternative is you slowly hate yourself more and more every day and that hate will eventually kill you a little bit more inside …

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Muggy head and Sore nipples

For the past few days I’ve had what I can only call a muggy head this is coupled with really sore and sensitive nipples! It’s just over 3 months on Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT) and since Thursday last week I’ve been struggle to concentrate on anything but also struggling to sleep. Some might say it’s …

Coronavirus bollocks

Covid rules Vs common sense

I’m in a cafe and go to sit down but the table I would like, which has 4 chairs as I’m waiting for friends, but am told I can’t because this table hasn’t been cleaned. So, I’m not allowed to sit down until they’ve cleaned the table, but I can sit down at an adjoining …

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Two months of taking Estrogen

This is just a quick update from me about what it’s like at two months of taking Estrogen, and testosterone blockers. I wanted to put my thoughts, feelings, and findings down on paper for posterity. The first thing I’ve noticed over the past few weeks is how much more calm my mind is. It’s almost …