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Mikki You’re Beautiful

Mikki, you're beautiful, is what people say to me. Some say it to me, now and then, others frequently. I hear this quite a lot, and strange as it may seem. The words I hear and what I see, are two completely different things. My body dysphoria makes me see, stranger things. That other people …
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Misgendered by a friend

One of the problems with being trans is being misgendered. I get it now and again and if you go down the transitioning road so will you! Irrespective of which way you transition, male to female or a female to male transgender, people will either misrepresent your pronouns or use them against you. Whether they …

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Dysphoria day

Last night I got absolutely trashed and today I have a hang over I just can't look at myself in the mirror again! It's going to be a dysphoria day. I'm looking really bad this morning as I'm sure I cried myself to sleep again last night. I have puffy eyes and their bright red. …
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Broken!

I know a lot of people think I’m a very strong person but I am very mentally fragile at the moment and that mental state feels like it’s been dropped on the floor and smashed into 1000 pieces! I don’t know why but I always get quite emotional near my birthday day, and that’s not …

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Sick and tired of being nice

Sick and tired of being nice, getting nowhere. Another day older, but not yet quite there. Now I’ll ignore you, protect me, myself. Don’t say I’m bad, like you’re left on the shelf! Can’t be nasty, it’s not in my nature. But not in a good place, left mentality unstable. I really can’t keep doing, …

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An ode to my dog

I wrote this shortly after my girl passed in July and I hope this poem helps someone else.   I morn my girl Chante, every-day. My life isn’t the same, since she passed away. For 15 years, a massive part in my life. She was even with me, through troubles and strife. And not a …