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Wheres Mikki?

Quite a few people have been asking me "Where's Mikki?" and why I haven't posted anything on my site or social media for quite a while. Lots and lots of things have been going on in my life recently, mainly work-related, which have taken me away from my home and social life but have also …

Friend zone

I really enjoy the company of other people, but recently I friend zone everyone for a number of reasons. First of all, my own sanity! I don’t think I can stand to have my heart broken again and because I’m an oddity people want to chat with me, date me and sleep with me. The …

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Kinmel bay and Rhyl Harbour

For the past 6 months i've been involved in a massive capital project for one of my clients and this has meant that since the start of 2022 I have sent over 3 months in Rhyl, living and working on site. I've had my dog with me and have to walk her twice a day. …

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Life, Life balance

I know I haven’t posted for a while, but work has been mad busy, my social life has exploded and I’ve been trying to work out a life, life balance. Since the start of the year, I’ve been living in and out of hotels and holiday homes and I’m loving every minute of it. Work …

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Doctors again, Blood pressure

I’ve been to the doctors again today to have my blood pressure checked and yet again they’re calling me by my dead name. I go in and give them my name and they eventually find me on the system and then immediately call me by my dead name. Immediately!!!!!!! I ignore her, completely not responding. …

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The death dream

Let’s get straight to the point with this one I keep having this recurring nightmare which I’ve dubbed “the death dream”. I don’t actually die in this dream but it feels like I’m going to do, but I wake up. Each time it’s getting harder and harder to wake up! In the dream what actually …

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“Live free or die”

“Live free or die” is the motto of a website I found today as linking to this blog. I won’t name the blog as I will not link back to a vile anti pretty much everything site but I just found it pretty ironic that the message board motto is “Live free or die” yet …

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How hard is it to be trans?

As a Trans person let me first tell you how hard it is to be trans. I'm not looking for sympathy, pity, or even your understanding, I just want you to accept that this is how I've chosen to live my life. Nothing more. Let's take a minute to understand why I want to live …

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Ferral kids, your parents are dicks!

I’ve been in a seaside town in North Wales over the past few weeks and some of the people I’ve been subjected to over the past week have made me realise that ferral kids, your parents are dicks! It’s not even holiday season yet so why are there so many kids out of school? Kids …

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I really don’t want to exist anymore.

I really don’t want to exist anymore. I just can’t shake the feeling at the moment that I’d be better off not being here. Nothing is going right in my life. I feel like shit all the time. I can’t seem to do anything right in my life. I’m so fucking lonely despite being surrounded …